How would it feel to know you have it all and yet want to be able to throw it all away and give it all up. Suicide, the most selfish thing of all. Would it really matter to the person committing the crime? After all, the individual would be leaving everything behind. Why would it bother her/him. Whilst in such a state, the past wouldn’t haunt the person, it would be a push, pushing her/him even closer to the death she/he wants to face. In spite of having a brilliant life, with a great family, why would one want to give it all up? Why would the person be disturbed enough to throw it all away? What if the person believed that all the love she/he was getting was no match to the pain that was being suffered. The pain telling the person that everything is going to go away. The person does not foresee anything like that, but believes the voices in the head, for they play a major part in one’s life. The voices cause the immense pain, making the drastic step off the edge seem closer and closer, after which, it is just the free fall. While sailing, the person’s last thoughts would resonate through the body, wondering whether the choice was the right one, after which, the last thought would enter, ‘Who cares? I’m not going to have to think it over anymore, I’m free from it all. I’m beyond everything’.
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